Sugar Rush - Can't Sleep

It may be a surprise but can't sleep from all the sweet tarts. I'm just buzzing around nonstop. Do they make a sugarless sweet tart you think? I don't know but I need something other than sugar right now because I'm still just bouncing off the walls...

Computers Bother Me

Oh so fun. Me and my computer. House is done now I'm just bored. I defragged this thing and it still is slow. Brother told me to format? But save everything on a disk, not too sure about that I don't know where all my stuff is at and my boyfriend's crap is on here too. Why do they have to make them so complicated?

Why can't they make a computer that just works with everything and doesn't slow down? I mean if it's like my brother said where old programs you take off leave drivers and whatever else after it's gone on your computer, well why? Why can't when you take a program off it takes every thing else is put onto your computer? I think that makes sense. Anyway, I'm getting tired. I made it to Sunday without smoking! I don't think I'm going to be able to stay up, so I'm hitting the hay.

Good night,

Elisabeth

I like totallyquit.com

I found a great site finally! I didn't even know they had forums in the beginning but they do. http://www.totallyquit.com good place! The smoker calculator said I have spent almost $5,000 on cigarettes. DO YOU KNOW WHAT I COULD BUY FOR $5,000?!?!

A lot.

elisabeth

Quit Smoking Elisabeth!

So I just had a big urge. I sucked down 5 sweet tarts. All I need to do is stop smoking. No more nicotine! NO more we won't go! No more we won't go! I feel a little light headed actually. I suggest everyone to not pick up smoking because it's very hard to quit!

elisabeth

iVillageSucks?

I tried to use the iVillage messageboards because people seemed friendly. You know to get support? They must be having some issues because it took me 10 minutes of erroring out and backwards and forwards and I had to even reboot! So that's when I started this blog.

Blogs are like diaries right?

Well, I'm going to go try to find some support and I will come back and let you know what I find!

elisabeth

Unsupportive Boyfriends

So I've finally decided to quit smoking forever. I've never had a blog before but my boyfriend went out for the night and I'm pretty peeved. I've tried to quit smoking in the past, maybe 3 times or so but I've never made it a week. Everytime I go back to smoking. I don't know why. I've even tried patches and gums and everything you can imagine.

But I guess there was one thing I never tried: sweet tarts!

I have a whole bag of them with me at all times. Whenever I get the urge, I start chomping. I've not had a cigarette since last Sunday. If I make it to Monday then I've broken my record.

But my boyfriend just keeps telling me how I'm not going to make it as he puffs away. And he's bad, he smokes like 3 packs a day. me? I smoked maybe a half a pack to at most a pack. But here I am, I got the laundry in, vacuuming the house with a bag of sweet tarts hanging off my belt while my future (maybe) fiance is out with his "pals" having a good ole time while I sit here and try not to smoke.

I told him I wasn't going to go out because I knew I would smoke if I did. So I don't care that he's out really. I just wish he'd tell me I could do it. I mean it's hard to quit smoking. I love him to pieces but a little support here please!!!

Elisabeth